This journey is full of highs and lows ... pretty extreme highs and lows. Sunday was a struggle, yesterday was great, today I'm weary of it. I am tired today, so I'm sure that has something to do with it.
My intention is that it gets easier. That it becomes second nature and that my old habits and desire fade to nothingness. Fad to nothingness. Allowing these compulsions to have free reign has only given me grief and heartache. It is time to let them go. I am now releasing these compulsions and expect that God will remove them, take them away, allow me to move to a better place, to move forward.
I am happy to have more energy, and be more vital.
Todays food:
B - egg, bacon, potato
L - salad, wheat germ, butternut squash, turkey
D - bbq pork, corn, salad
Meeting at 7:00.
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