Here I am again. No apologies for not posting. I think about this blog all the time and how I want to write and what I'd say and then the opportunity is gone and another day goes by.
Here I am again. And, I must say that I am doing quite well. A lot has happened in the last few months and I get better and better at living intentionally every day. However, I do think that it would be helpful, to me, to have a place to sit and write things out. So if you are here and reading and you disagree with me, that's fine, I'm just writing about what works for me right now ... what works for you could be completely different. We each have our own journey. This one is mine.
So here is what is happening in my day to day reality. I am working part-time (my own business and part-time hours at a restaurant), unemployment runs out in a couple of weeks, and I don't know what is next ... we need more money coming in to survive. I know that something is going to happen with money and they everything will be okay ... we will carry on, be able to pay the mortgage and the bills, but the suspense is what gets me ... not knowing what the solution is, right now. Ever have this problem?
So I've been reading the book "Ask and It is Given" by Esther and Jerry Hicks. (If you are not familiar with the Hicks' they have written numerous volumes about LOA, etc. that have been extremely helpful to me and many other people ... the whole Abraham and channeling thing can be a little distracting at first, but once you get past it, they are money well spent. I recommend starting with this particular book.)
I mention what is happening in my reality just as a segue to talking about applying some of the tools mentioned in this book. The one I'm thinking about right now is called "Turning it Over to the Manager." The gist is that the Law of Attraction is the big manager of your life ... it is the thing that "manages" all your needs, circumstances, experiences, etc. and when you say to the LOA (or God, as I prefer to think of him, or Source, etc) that you need something it/he immediately begins working on getting it done. However, it seems to be human nature (especially mine) to take things back once handed over to this manager. It is like I'm saying, "oh no, I know better, I have better resources, I have better ways of getting it done, I need to control the universe, so you can just stand by and comfort me, but I'll do it all myself."
Okay, so here is a change for me ... today I know that I have turned my financial needs over to my manager ... I know that it's being worked on and that there is nothing more I can or should be doing right now to work on this. So, I am going to go about doing what I love to do ... spending time with my hubby, my dogs, sewing, etc. whatever, and I will await the results of what God is working on for me ... it will be better than anything I can imagine or create myself.
Thank you God for the gifts you supply, for the love of my family, and pets and for the joy I find in the work that I do. Thank for this playce to live and for all the things that you have provided. I am greatful for each day and for your love. I trust you to supply all of my needs, presently and in the future.
With love,
Debbie
